All it takes is a little Sunny D

So J and I were grocery shopping, both of us in a bad mood. There were a few pregnant ladies walking around looking all cute and I was crying inside. One lady was about my size, around my age, and hugely cute. I took in a deep breath and let it out and I could see out of the corner of my eye J staring at me. He knew exactly what I was thinking. Well, as we're walking through the orange juice section he says, "We're doing this all wrong. You need to drink a gallon of Sunny D and take 3 tests. That's all it takes. We're going about this the wrong way." It was cute, his referencing Juno. It made me laugh. Of coures, I had to explain to him that drinking before taking a test isn't recommended so you don't dilute anything, but it was still funny.

I'm contemplating not temping this month. I'm on CD 3 and I didn't temp this morning. This week I'm not working and then next week I start my new job and I'm not sure I want to bother temping. My cycles range between 26 and 28 days and I usually O on day 13. If we don't temp, I won't know for sure, but I could guesstimate about when things are happening. I want to just relax and take it easy this month. I want to get back to the having fun part of trying. As much as I'd like to think it would be carefree, I'm also afraid it would drive me crazy. The overanalyzing might be replaced with worry and "what if's". I'm not sure what I want to do. I just know as sad as I've felt the last couple of days, I need to do something to chill out. Guess I'll sit down and have a discussion with James and see what he thinks. He is a part of this too after all.