A New Day

I'm feeling hopeful again. I guess I just needed to feel down last week so I would be able to appreciate the hope I have this cycle. Our 2nd anniversary is tomorrow and that makes me so happy and excited. We've been married for 2 years and we're trying to add a baby to that and it just makes me feel hopeful. Even though we've been trying at this for 10 cycles now and I feel down and sad sometimes, there is still hope that we will get pregnant soon and that is a blessing.

Shannon posted a while back about the Celine Dion song, "A New Day". I always thought that song was pretty before, but after she explained the meaning behind it, it made it so beautiful. When I woke up this morning I remembered I had a dream where that song was playing, but I don't remember the rest of the dream. The only thing I can remember is that song and the joy of those words. It almost feels like I didn't really have a dream so much as that song was just in my head in my sleep playing. Regardless, I woke up happy. It felt like a calm swept through and left me feeling excited about the possible outcome of this cycle. I like this feeling.