I Believe

Sunday I was listening to the Christian band "Barlow Girl" in the car and heard the song "I Believe". I've always loved that song, but this time it had more meaning to me than before. I listened to the words and it felt like they were just for me. We have no way of knowing why we're not blessed with a child when we want, when we feel ready. To us, it's a guessing game. Our prayers feel unanswered. Sometimes we feel angry and other times just so sad. But for me, no matter what, I still believe. This song says everything I'm feeling.

I Believe

How long will my prayers seem unanswered?
Is there still faith in me to reach the end?
I'm feeling doubt I'm losing faith
But giving up would cost me everything
So I'll stand in the pain and the silence
And I'll speak to the dark night

I believe in the sun even when it's not shining
I believe in love even when I don't feel it
And I believe in God even when He is silent
And I, I believe

Though I can't see my stories ending
That doesn't mean the dark night has no end
It's only here that I find faith
And learn to trust the one who writes my days
So I'll stand in the pain and the silence
And I'll speak to the dark night

I believe in the sun even when it's not shining
I believe in love even when I don't feel it
And I believe in God even when He is silent
And I,
No dark can consume Light
No death greater than this life
We are not forgotten
Hope is found when we say
Even when He is silent

I believe in the sun even when it's not shining
I believe in love even when I don't feel it
And I believe in God even when He is silent
And I, I believe.