Hopeful

Although I won't be able to confirm, I'm hopeful there will be ovulation this month because I'm cramping. Other than the EWCM, I wouldn't have thought it was that time of the cycle already. I'm thankful for that. I can tell James feels more relaxed simply because I do. There isn't the routine feeling to sex this cycle. It feels like it did the first month when we were enjoying ourselves in the moment and there wasn't any pressure to make it happen. I think that's the biggest relief, we're not feeling the pressure. I'm hoping that's working in our favor. My birthday is Saturday (yeah baby) and even though I'm not naive enough to think implantation would occur on my birthday, it would be the best birthday ever if at the end of this cycle, we got our BFP. I'm just feeling hopeful.